I don’t feel good about myself, I want to lose more weight. I’m going to lose more weight. I’m determined to do it. I start something called Insanity tomorrow evening, it’s something I’m going to work at hard. I bought myself some new Nike Free Run’s 5.0 today, just wanted to treat myself.
I sometimes feel lost and sad, but most the time I’m happy. I feel like I don’t care most the time, but deep down I do.